Today I want to talk about control and surrender, mostly because that is the lesson that is coming at me right now.

I don’t feel like it’s fully resolved. 

Do you know how it is, when you just see your own bullshit, and you don’t really like it? 

It’s okay, isn’t it? To live in this imperfection.

When I was younger, when I was a child, I was in control mode. I was so into control that I just squeezed the love out of everything.